Monday, June 29, 2009

mju and her inspiring + encouraging words

Gue terinspirasi sama couraging words dari temen baik gue,

she told me this:
"Mungkin semua orang yang senang itu juga kamuflase aja kali
Kalo gw mikirnya pasti masih banyak orang yang lebih susah dari gw,
mereka boro-boro punya waktu untuk bete karena sibuk mikir ntar gimana bisa makan,
jadi gw bersyukur ma semua yg gw punya, dan untuk mengubah situasi gw,
harus gw-nya yang berubah/adaptasi...
karena dunia ga akan berubah.
Jadi konsen ma yang lo mau aja dripada bete ma yang lo ga mau.
Begitu hun, semoga that could make your day better :)
Btw baca buku The Secret, itu buku lumayan uplifting.

I just felt that I was being noticed tham I RULE MY OWN LIFE, NOBODY COULD CONTROL ME.
Dan gue lately lupa itu...
Gue terlalu sibuk dengan pikiran gue sendiri, dengan apa yang orang lain bilang,
apa yang orang lain udah lakuin,
apa yang orang lain tuntut dan harapin ke gue,
dan gue juga sadar kalo gue gaperlu telan mentah mentah omongan mereka...
Karena mereka gatau gue, gatau..Even ma parents who think they know EVERYSINGLETHING bout me.
I mean it.

Mungkin sekarang gue harus belajar untuk nutup mata gue sedikit buat ngeliat orang orang diatas gue,
mati rasa sedikit buat apa yang orang orang pikir tentang gue,
tuli-in telinga sedikit buat dengar ocehan orang orang yang notabene talk bullshit tentang gue,
dan pastinya membiarkan badan gue jalan ke arah yang GUE INGINKAN,
bukan yang orang lain harapkan.

Gue harus belajar senyum sama semua orang dan hal yang menyakitkan,
belajar tertawa buat orang orang dan hal hal yang lalu-lalang di kehidupan gue, yang selalu gue pikirin...
(yeah gue gabisa ignore comments-compliments-anger orang ke gue...)

Belajar buat CUEK (dikit dan lebih dari sekarang)!
Bikin diri senang dengan yang bener bener gue mau...Penting banget!
Gue lahir sendiri, hidup sendiri, mati sendiri...Kenapa juga gue mesti bikin diri menderita dengan hal hal abstrak tentang kesempurnaan?

Thanks a lot a lot a looooot buat mju yang sangat dewasa, baik, cuek, keren, peduli, friendly, macho :D dan sangat menginspirasi gue.
She's the man! :kiss:

Well, do I look like care to those suckers who bother my mind?
suck it down!

**this is mju**


Sunday, June 28, 2009

me think so, me don't think so

I cannot push my self
But, did I push my self?
Maybe it is not my way,
it is not for me,
it is not in my blood,
and God gives the sign.

So why don't I just quit anyway?
Why I keep on doing this?
Since I do zero while moving it...

Some people say, "You're doing good, needs time!"
My mouth replies, "Yeah, me think so...Thanks."
My mind thinks, "No, you just waste your time!"
My heart feels, "can you just step off? Shame on you!"
My-myself yells, "Shuddup! I don't know what to do now..."

What do I do?

Friday, June 26, 2009


There is no sacred stone on earth
However I am searching
of nothing.
The hesitant which captures
a woman of no importance
The sunshine tells me,
that one day I could be
a woman who can smile widely
nevertheless whe lost everything...

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Personality Quiz? OK.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Monday, June 1, 2009

no beast on the land

the spell of deplorable word has spoken
she goes inside the palace
she tries running
she falls down
when the throne is given to someone else's
she would be fulled of tears
no more lies
no more mirror
she doens't want to go
the old man says;
when it's begun, it's already begun...
if the dragon flies over the top of everest
she would find the beauty of cries beneath
no more wander
no more magic
she faces the reality...

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