I cannot push my self
But, did I push my self?
Maybe it is not my way,
it is not for me,
it is not in my blood,
and God gives the sign.
So why don't I just quit anyway?
Why I keep on doing this?
Since I do zero while moving it...
Some people say, "You're doing good, needs time!"
My mouth replies, "Yeah, me think so...Thanks."
My mind thinks, "No, you just waste your time!"
My heart feels, "can you just step off? Shame on you!"
My-myself yells, "Shuddup! I don't know what to do now..."
What do I do?