Thursday, February 27, 2014
Now, I'm just super mad
Sometimes it takes all your pride and bravery to leave all you’re doing and move to something unknown. Especially, when you feel enough of everything. It is not that you’re not grateful of what you have. But it is more than that – it is to leave things that are bad for your life, health, mind and attitude.
How you react matters a lot in encountering problems. But your surrounding and how you perceive them to be, that’s a hell lot of a big deal. You can’t just be wise, calm and positive when something awful happens to you, or people in your life and neighborhood.
You are human, you feel things. It is completely fine to say mean things to someone or something. It is great to utter what you feel and how it doesn’t damn fit to your standard (read: ideal) how-to-live-and-become-a-helpful-and-awesome-person-in-a-super-awesome-disciplined-and-thoughtful society principal in life.
At the end of the day, it is not about how much money you make, how much you save and how you spend time socializing. From the bottom of your heart, you whisper to God that you gotta leave the city and move forever to another city you might call home.
As home is a place you feel honest, celebrated and welcome. You already knew that, didn't you?